I spent two weeks with Tommy,

And while I was with him he proposed!!

We're waiting a couple of years though so that I can finish school,

And he can have enough money to get us house and everything else.

This lack of sleep sucks.....I should probably already be in bed, but

I'm waiting to see if Tommy calls me back again in a few minutes like he

Said he would.......I have to go to my mum's house this weekend.

Yesterday was my little sister's birthday....she's ten now.

I didn't know that....I thought she was eight.

I might get to see Tommy this weekend too....I hope so.

I might be able to talk my mom into letting him stay a night......He's been staying

At his grama's house.....And my mum used to let my step-sister's

Boyfriends stay the night.....and it's not like I have a bed room there.....So

I think it would be fair if Tommy stayed....plus, we'd be sleeping on the

Couch (or in the floor) in the living room RIGHT BY MY MUM'S ROOM!

Like I said....I don't see why she should say no.

And Tommy thinks my step-dad is trying to find a reason to not like him.

I could care less what my step-dad thinks....I HATE my step-dad with a passion.

I can't wait to see Tommy again....I'm not sure when it will be though.

His mom wanted me to stay over at their house this weekend,

Because she didn't get a chance to get to know me last weekend.

I haven't asked Daddy though, because I know for a fact he'll say no.

Tommy thinks he can talk him into it though.....I doubt it.

It would be nice though....especially since I don't know when he's leaving for Basic Training.

I know my grama let's Shaina (my cousin) and Branden (Shaina's boy-friend) stay the night at her house sometimes.......

I could probably get her to let me and Tommy do that......I just don't know how I'd keep Daddy from finding out.

God, I wanna see him so bad.

I had my audition on Saturday....And I think I did good.

Then yesterday I spent four hours with Tommy.

All day he showered me in kisses and cuddles.

Then he called me afterwards and we talked till four in the morning.

Before I left his house he gave me a turtle (I sleep with it now),

And a beautiful silver necklace.....it's so pretty.

I haven't taken it off yet......I don't know if he's getting shipped off today or

Not for Basic Training.......He was supposed to, but

They might wait another week.

I hope they do, but at the same time I want him to do it now and

Get over with rather than prolong the inevitable.

Plus, the sooner he leaves the sooner he comes back......

But at the same time.....that means the sooner he might get sent to Iraq.

Is gonna be okay.

I have an audition at 1:30 for a musical.

I'm excited.

I can't wait.

I have to get ready for it in a couple of hours.

Then tomorrow Daddy's taking me to see Tommy.

:)   I'm so happy!!!!!