I had my audition on Saturday....And I think I did good.

Then yesterday I spent four hours with Tommy.

All day he showered me in kisses and cuddles.

Then he called me afterwards and we talked till four in the morning.

Before I left his house he gave me a turtle (I sleep with it now),

And a beautiful silver necklace.....it's so pretty.

I haven't taken it off yet......I don't know if he's getting shipped off today or

Not for Basic Training.......He was supposed to, but

They might wait another week.

I hope they do, but at the same time I want him to do it now and

Get over with rather than prolong the inevitable.

Plus, the sooner he leaves the sooner he comes back......

But at the same time.....that means the sooner he might get sent to Iraq.