If school would let out, i would scream up to god saying, "THANK YOU FOR YOUR FORGIVNESS!!" and praise him three times a day. But it wont. So i wont. (God jes lost a would be faithful beliver) School isn't really that bad. The teachers voices are kinda like a lulaby that makes you sleepy, so when you haven't had enough sleep, when you go to school, you know you will get plenty for the week! :) We have 2 do a project in one of our classes, and guess who, of all people, i should get stuck with? the foogle group. ( If you have't read my other blogs, then let me catch you up. Their four bitches who acted abnormal like me to be cool, since, for some reason, I m even popular-er than the preps, and then when i didn't give them enough attention, started hating me to get it. And since they didn't they were nice again. now that im still not gonna fall for it, they hate me again) so, our sensei says if we feel the need to not work in our groups, then we can write a 2,000 word essay instead. I don't fancy tha, so i stick with it and act like me. They are beign really big wenches right now, and we are no longer myspace friends( xD ) even though i think they still have me on theirs due to various information sources who decided they liked me better (Hence, foogle number 1's brother) but i don't care. Anywho, Wench was bitching, saying, "I'll just do the essay! I REALLY would adore to do the essay instead of this shit!" and I said, "*JJSDJAHJDBCBJJSKCNLCFNBS*" which was the sound of me over in the hallway, talking to rachel who was on her way to the bathroom. (Christianity told me about this after i returned to a very agitated Foogles group.) :) but me and Tulip (god her name is fascinating) and Rachel, whom i like to call Rafeal, all look smexy in our prom dresses. YEY LOLITA (Rachels dress is lolita, and Tulips is 2) im the only one with a non-loli dress *;(* oh well. i'll live.
thats it for todays update! I'm sure you all care more than you should,
Today, I got a prom dress. It is skin tight, but goes all the way down and part of it is see through. Its a deep blue, and I look REALLYYY smexy in it.
In this short story that is not so short, here is the Key you will need to understand.
My Former Best friend shall be called: Wench
My Other two friends shall be called: Foogels
The friend who stayed with that group but didn't participate shall be dubbed: Christianity
The new friend I make shall be called by her real name: Tulip(I find her name fascinatingly beautiful and odd at the same time for I have never before heard this name)
SO, a couple weeks back, this new girl comes to our school. She is always alone because people think she is weird. So, I go to talk to her, and she is way nice. I really like her, so we start hanging out. Soon, we become the apiphany of cool. Neither of us care, 'cause were just having a good time together. My Former friends are mad at my lack of attention to them and how I am now cool and they aren't. SO, they think that it means war, and so they belive that by not beign my friend, they will cut me in some way. When this happens, everybody is like, "OH! Kura im so sorry that their like that." and all i can say is," It's ok. Really, I dont mind." because the way i see it is like this:
If a person whom you have come to love and trust and call friend turns their back on you and betrays you, then it is your fault. You should not have been so naive and should have seen through their charade, no matter how good it is. For, those people cannot help themselves, it is their nature to do so.
That is why I just forgave and Forgot. And now, they have, amazingly enough, ruined my monday.
SO, I forgot to mention that I have only one class with my friends and all classes with the Foogle group. So,( i like the word so) today, what really made it suck was at lunch. Me and Tulip, sitting, having a great time. I really like her and she has a great personality, and is now my best friend. My friend, Christian (I still call her a friend because I do) comes over. This fight had really broken her heart and made her feel very unsecure, especially now since I was gone and everyone was at eachothers throats. Anywho, she comes over, happy as a hoboe with a shoe and says to be, "Kura! Isn't it wonderful! Wench said you can come over and hang with us at lunch!" I look at my table, filled up, then I look at their table, it would be empty if they wern'y their, and I feel kinda sad for em. so, here is what I said, "They can come over here and sit at one of the tables around us so we can all talk." Since my table was full, many people were sitting around us at side tables and turned in their seats to talk. It was pretty common. But, I knew that if they did that, they would be admitting that they were wrong, and everyone would see it that way too. But, I thought that, if they truly valued our friendship, they would come over, and we could put the past in the past, and they could meet Tulip. Christian smiled and said," ok." and ran off to the pack. That whole lunchtime, no one came. And so, our friendship didn't really mean that much after all. But, we can still be friends... from a distance. I think that would be possible. I really do forgive them. OO and, I have decided that my Monday wasn;t so bad after all, because i made a new friend to join me and Tulip. Her name is Rachel, and she just transfered in today, so now I'm stuffed with love bunnies again today! YEY happy ending. Any questions just ask. And no, I will no give you their real, or last names, OR phone numbers. And Yes, people have asked me for phone numbers before. I told them to get laid.
It seems I have the love bunnies today! YAY!! for those of you wandering what that is, it mean that i'm full of love for the human race and none of you shall have to face my awesome rath! YEYYY!! :)) i luf u guys :)
