Wish
    you could turn off
    the questions, turn
    off the voices,
    turn off all sound

Yearn
    to close out
    the ugliness, close
    out the filthiness,
    close out all light.

Long
    to cast away
    yesterday, cast
    away memory,
    cast away all jeopardy

Pray
    you could somehow stop
    the uncertainty, somehow
    stop the loathing,
    somehow stop the pain.

Act
    on your impulse,
    swallow the bottle,

    cut a little deeper,

    put the gun to your chest.

I don't cut that often, I've tried to stop actually, but I dont know.  I write poems and it seems to help some, but some days I cant resist the call of my blade, if you had lived my life then you would cut too.  Yea, Im emo, goth, punk, skater, Im a mixture of things.  I am Bi and Im proud of it. I hate people who bag on Bi, Gay, etc, and its hard to live with someone who does that, so dont say anything to me that you know youll regret later, yea i may seem like a pussy, but if you knew me, you wouldnt think that, message me and maybe youll find out who I am under the outward apperance.