I'm looking, searching

for that special one.

The one thats going

to be there.

The one thats going

to love me.

The one thats going

to tell me the world's not

going to fall on me today. 

I need him more than he understands.

I'm a darkness needing light,

he is my light.

If only he knew,

if only i could find him.

Where is he?

The one i've fallen so deeply

in love with.

Where is my light?

I miss him.

This darkness around me

is not me, i want my light.

If only he were here.

My heart aches in sadness,

i'm so alone.

I can't find him, where is he?

Where is my love, my light,

the one i've been searching for?

I need him by my side,

I love him. 

gosh so i went to the doctor wednesday about my m.r.i. results about my wrist(this is the second time) they told me i had kein-box disease, people its nothing that serious if your wondern, but anyways they said had to get a cast so yea. its a pretty light blue and luckily ive keep people from signing so far so its still pretty lol.